Another year blogging has come full circle. Number three.
What does it mean?
I had consistency throughout this continued time of COVID. Routines kept me a little saner. Publishing weekly marked time. I stayed productive.
Sharing my experience has been more valuable to me. I’ve touched on topics that I didn’t feel comfortable with a year ago. More cancery things have happened over the past year which aren’t fantastic developments. I’ve written about some of them.
I am more vulnerable than I used to be. Walls have their purposes in terms of safety and protection. I also need people who are supportive and empathetic. Sharing has risks. Am I oversharing? Will my breaking heart be acknowledged or scoffed at? Information can’t be unshared once it’s shared. Not everyone is going to understand me. I won’t understand everyone either. We do our best. Vulnerability can offer safety and protection when you are with your people.
I remember when I first started blogging. I was unsure how my blog would evolve. There was a general direction, but nothing concrete. Slowly, I became more deliberate with ideas and plotting out topics I wanted to cover. Now, I don’t have much of an outline for the coming year as I have had for others. It’s scary for me not to have a plan. I have a handful of drafts waiting for the right moment. I am much more aware of my experiences and wonder in the moment if I need to write about it and coax out something larger. Hopefully, the universe will continue to give me ideas.
I understand cancer is not fun to read about. Many people avoid it because metastatic life is just too depressing. Sickness, loss, sadness, anger, death. Try living with it. Humor is one of my strengths. If I can twist something awful into something that has elements of awfully funny, it helps me cope. I can’t wallow in depression all the time. Hope is another one of my strengths. Weaving humor and hope into my writing works for me because they both are part of my reality as I keep living with metastatic breast cancer.
What are my goals?
Three goals come to mind:
- Share more personal experiences and reflections.
- Reach more people and educate about MBC. More knowledge can ultimately support more fundraising and more research.
- Share my truth.
Have you missed these posts?
It’s in these annual posts where I usually provide links to posts I’ve found meaningful in one way or another from the past year. It’s a little shameless self promotion. Some contain medical updates. I love using metaphors and symbolism to convey ideas. I’ve been somewhat more daring in using humor in my writing. I don’t know whether anyone else finds my attempts as amusing as I do.
If you missed any of these, or would like to reread them again, please click on the provided links. Feel free to share!
Here are my questions for you:
What topics would you like to read more about in Year 4?
If you use WordPress, what theme do you use for your template and why?
How long have you been blogging? Do you mark a blogging anniversary? How?
Keep finding a way.